Wednesday, September 22, 2010
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Blooms During Sunshine
It's almost a year now and I've learned a lot of things during my journey. Being alone for a long time helps me to become stronger and a better person as I can. Looking back, I've suffered too much heartache, felt deprived and makes me think if I'm worth doing my time here. But instead of just feeling down and used, I shifted my focus to different aspects like my career, friends and my family. They've been a great part to my journey wherein I never felt alone through those times.
As of the moment I still enjoy the life of being free. I don't need to pretend and even please someone just to be accepted. During those times, I realized that I can have all the things I want if I only persevered and be patient, never rush through things. It would only come the way you wanted it to be.
I admit, I was quite busy looking for stones, that's why I've lost a diamond. In this life you will never imagine, that what you're looking for are just in front of you. You just need to be mindful and know when or how to open your heart. Sometimes the least you would expect are the ones you can truly rely on. I've been saving this for you. In times you will meet some wrong ones, for the time you had the right one you are already prepared. I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone. God has prepared something greater for me, the one who will complete my imperfections and I hope you could be that one.
“Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off of course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."
I will still wait for you.....This might not be the right time but maybe when we find ourselves again we can be together again and live our dreams eternally.